
Christmas is over (that seems impossible). The end of the year is rapidly approaching. As the new year comes barreling toward me, I always like to reflect on the past 12 months. Many people do this, so I’m not special in this regard.
2018 has been a big year for our family. We added to our family, our oldest started Kindergarten, we had many trips to Dale Hollow Lake, and we visited the beach. We have had laughter, tears, fear, excitement, arguments, journeys, and new experiences.
As I reflect on all of these moments, I have learned to look for what God has taught me through it all. I have learned many lessons. I can see how God is molding me, shaping me, and preparing me. I don’t think we are ever done growing. I think God is a God who continually molds us, shapes us, teaches us, and changes us This isn’t easy, especially for a control freak like me. He is constantly teaching me, and reminding me, that I can’t control everything. I like to try…..but it never works.
So, what awaits in 2019? I have no idea. I know changes will happen. They may be big changes, or they may be small changes. I can’t control that. I do know that I can control how I react to them.
God has big plans for everyone, every year. What will you choose to do? Will you step back, give up control, and listen? Or will you ignore what God has planned and do your own thing? My prayer is that I will be able to give up more control, and follow God’s path for my family and I. His plans for my family are far bigger than my human brain can fathom. It’s time to truly let go, and truly let God.
Happy New Year to you and your family! May you be blessed beyond measure.